|it was then or never, so i did something irrational and didn't even wait around for a reaction.
||[Jun. 20th, 2006|12:41 am]
she's a girl on the run
|||||Dani California - Red Hot Chilli Peppers||]|
at 10:41 p.m. i have been single for exactly one year today.
but that really isn't the point. just a silly fact of life.
the point is, that little tunnel, on the way to brookwood? i make a wish everytime i go through it. hold my breath and everything.
some come true and some definitly don't. i have been out that way a lot lately and the wishes that never came true and being made up for with better things that with prior wishes, would have been deemed impossible.
God is giving and taking away like always but this is a rare occasion where He has given me something so cool, that i can't quite see what He's taken away... but something is missing. but if i don't miss it, i never needed it,
certain death and courage are my words of the day.
i always knew there were shy people and forward people in the world. as i have grown up i have moved from one extreme to the other.
and i never could see myself with anyone shy, quiet and not afraid to be the person everyone is looking at.
but then again, opposites attract and im going to have to agree with everyone around me, i could handle to be a little shy and reserved sometimes.
i didn't even give him time to react... haha. that's the way it's gotta be though.